told him adi !!

finally,i already told him at school today[05072010].
what response that he gave me?
he was astonishmentd!!!!
he said he won't mind what happend between 'us'..
felt so sorry..
i never meant hurt you..
i just wanna tell you the truth frankly...
but,it passed and gone.!!
so, i won't think of that...!!
just wanna be happiness with you..dear♥
hehe^^

today no any special things was happend..
so no any post and writting in my dairy today!!
end here..♥

伤心伤害-杜德伟
this song nice♥

finished!!!

[03072010],SATURDAY..
finally,we all finished working at school adi..
tired!!!

damn damn boring at school today!!
no one come to take part and view what we putted in clinic...
speechless and disapointed on that...
actually..the students of our school know what activity that have been in school?
they looked like just passed by there ...
after that...our conclusion:closed!!!

we were free after clinic are closed!!
went anywhere for a visit..
leng zai!!! '♥
saw a handsome boy~hoho
but..i got laogong adi..
CHEH!!

photos of today..
shared with you,take a look:

took photo with chairman:lim hwan bao
our'da he zhao'♥

[ CAN'T WAIT ADI..ISH
I WANT GO TO SLEEP NOW!!]
ZZZZZ....

damn damn damn tired!!!!

done many things today [02072010] !!!
tired but happy while doing altogether...
got the sound of laughing...got the sound of screaming..and the sound of sigh...
i LOVE this feeling♥

but..still have a bit problem haven't solve clearly...
hu...i can imagine what look i will be tomorrow [03072010]..
-a tired look-ish!!
after that..wanna tidy up the surrounding of clinic..PITY US!!
><

*today still got that kind of feeling...sigh!!
why?why?why?
i really tried my best to control my emotions..
but..
just congrate me first.!!
i know i can do it!!

shared this with you...:

:: SS501 - 공식 팬클럽 홈피입니다. :: ♥

shared with you!!!♥

too busy recently for this saturday KOKO'DAY!!
came back from school just now..
tired and hugry~ing!!...(act is eating my lunch)

....
today,when it was chinese lessons..
i felt want to cry after received my text paper...
although it is truth and passed adi..but i'm still care about that..!!no...is damn care!!!
no mood when SHE was talking in front of us...
the most bad is—i felt want to drop this subject..
no any reason...just bacause my first time bad result...[C]..
what a stupid C i got?sigh!!
MR.HIEW & MISS TING will be disappointed if they know what i'm thinking of..
but,it's just my opinion only...
[the sad thing is ended here]

another thing...
recently...i felt that i'm still got that kind of feeling..
why?why?why?
but my friend and my heart told me:don't think so much...
ok..i'll stop thinking of that..!!

*happy cause many freinds are supported me to face it!!
thank you all..

♥kingsley king

if you are a girl,will you go/hang out alone with another boy although they are your best friend?
is very danger to anyone who are a girl....you know it?
recently,one of my friends,she was working as part time at another place...
when she finished her work and it was time to back home..
she asked her best friend(act is her kei gor) went to fetch her back...and..asked him brought her go kek lok tong...
it was not a problem...
the main problem is there is a very obscurity place with many nasty malay boys and went out until midnight...
as a girl...we should have a bit of safety consciousness..
by the way,if you always go out alone liberty with another boys..what opinion that the other person will think on you?
do you think of the aftermath?
unlucky,if one day you ravished by other people...it will be the stain in your life..!!
you will think of any negative thing if it is happend on you...
not just your parents will worry about you..your friends will also feel fear about you and the thing was happend on you...
at the moment...nobody can comfort you again...
cause they had tried their best to advice you before[if they have take action]..
and...they can't do anything for you...
clear it?

*my advice to my dear friends : don't always go out alone with boys until midnight...
*my advice to LEO YAO : don't always be that...as your friend...i don't want any feeling of
regret after the thing really happend..
so,no matter what you say or angry..i'm gonna to tell you:pls,
have some safety sense..although they are your [kei gor]..you
can't believe them with full heart also..i just concert about you
from my true heart...hope you can accept my advice!!!

moody for my Chinese Test Paper！！！

finally,knew my chinese test paper's result...
i got 59 marks only...never try it before!!!
BUT..i just can accept the truth with my tears...
what can i do for myself？
go report her?go scold her?or skip her class to make her angry?
sigh!!..
what the stupid fucking teacher?!
how you marked our test paper?
just followed the reference book and your own opinion..
pls think of us..think of our answer suitable for those question or not?...!
you never do it...
I HATE YOU!!!
nobody can change my standard and grade in chinese...include you!!!
i'm telling you now...
my standard is A...and grade in chinese is A...
I DON'T WANT 59!!
i think you never concern about our result,right?
what mean that you said before:you teach us just for exam..we learn just for exam.
you are a nasty teacher!!!
GIVE ME A BACK~!!!

unhappy!!!

don't know why...
suddenly felt wanna cry..
how?should i cry now?sigh....
what should i do for myself?

just know this:
i can't give any comfort life for my daddy,sister and my brother..
i'm just a loser in my life!!!

what will i do and how i treat my daddy always?
=take money from him,never concern about him,just always angry him when i felt moody=
this is my bad action to dad!!
i'm sorry about this....

how i treat my sister?
=don't know=

how i treat my brother?
=alwyas scold him,never give any concern,just know how to bully him=
sorry,brother!!

now,my friends turn..
i don't know what opinion that they will think on me..?
but,i hope it is good for me...
sometime...i also have this kind of feeling...
feeling sad cause i can't do anything and solve problem well when they had any trouble...
will they need me?
can i be the one of real freind in their heart although i'm the last one?!

my tear out from eyes adi~
can't continue my writting.
=end here=