unhappy!!!

don't know why...
suddenly felt wanna cry..
how?should i cry now?sigh....
what should i do for myself?

just know this:
i can't give any comfort life for my daddy,sister and my brother..
i'm just a loser in my life!!!

what will i do and how i treat my daddy always?
=take money from him,never concern about him,just always angry him when i felt moody=
this is my bad action to dad!!
i'm sorry about this....

how i treat my sister?
=don't know=

how i treat my brother?
=alwyas scold him,never give any concern,just know how to bully him=
sorry,brother!!

now,my friends turn..
i don't know what opinion that they will think on me..?
but,i hope it is good for me...
sometime...i also have this kind of feeling...
feeling sad cause i can't do anything and solve problem well when they had any trouble...
will they need me?
can i be the one of real freind in their heart although i'm the last one?!

my tear out from eyes adi~
can't continue my writting.
=end here=