jealous will make me mad on him.
but it's hard to control my emotions..
teach me how?how come i'll be better on my emotions?

needed to write in english..
cause somebody will not see this post at all.

why all of the girls or ladies will be jealous while your soulmate hanging out with another girl?
did you try it before?
what a painful feel?!heart is painful.i try to bear it in my heart deeply.
but you don't know.you never ask.never give me a comfort.never concern.never never and never!
i stare at the text for a long time if i can't figure out how to reply when i was mad.
at the same time,
i stare at the text for a long time if i fear to send it out when you were mad.
that's why sometime i lately reply your message.
how lost am i?sighed.

*enjoy your holidays greatly and peaceful.enjoyable!