unhappy!!!

don't know why...
suddenly felt wanna cry..
how?should i cry now?sigh....
what should i do for myself?

just know this:
i can't give any comfort life for my daddy,sister and my brother..
i'm just a loser in my life!!!

what will i do and how i treat my daddy always?
=take money from him,never concern about him,just always angry him when i felt moody=
this is my bad action to dad!!
i'm sorry about this....

how i treat my sister?
=don't know=

how i treat my brother?
=alwyas scold him,never give any concern,just know how to bully him=
sorry,brother!!

now,my friends turn..
i don't know what opinion that they will think on me..?
but,i hope it is good for me...
sometime...i also have this kind of feeling...
feeling sad cause i can't do anything and solve problem well when they had any trouble...
will they need me?
can i be the one of real freind in their heart although i'm the last one?!

my tear out from eyes adi~
can't continue my writting.
=end here=

BORING HOLIDAYS!!HATE!!

OMG!!!
what a boring holidays?!
felt that's no meaningful in my life on holidays...
nothing to do...nothing to play...just share anything with friends through FB...
HATE HOLIDAYS!!!
my boy can't go out accom me always..
it made me felt sad and boring without his accompany!!!
after two weeks holidays..
wanna face the result of exam!!!
i can imagine my result how come be the bad?!
but i just concern and worry about my chinese test...
scare to think of this><

my NEW BLOG♥

hoho~create a new blog adi XD
but how i edit my ownself profile?
not a easily job~
well~i try my best again!!
my frenz can view me after my profile finished editor!!


what i'm writting here?hehe~juz write for a fun n testing XD